I'm going to cheat by quoting what I posted as my first impressions of NSTAV, when we did our wonderful watch and chat threads when Moonlight aired on The CW in the summer of 2010.
I'd seen the ads in the late summer of 2007. Yeah, yeah,
*yawn* another vampire private eye. Been there (Forever Knight), done that (Angel). The guy's cute, but so what? Hollywood's full of cute guys. Whatever. If I don't have anything better to do, I'll watch, I guess. After all, I already watch Numb3rs... that's what went through my mind.
So hubby and I watched the first episode. The interview didn't thrill me--I thought it was a kinda cheesy way to give us a bunch of basic facts about the way their vampires differ from others. But the twists on the traditional vampire mythology were cool... these vamps can go out in the sun? Stakes don't kill them?
Then the guy was sleeping naked in a freezer. Wow. And he shot up blood?! Hmm...
And then he saw the girl in the fountain. No, not the dead girl. The
live girl--barefoot, wearing jeans and a white-striped shirt and that bad-goat-cream-colored jacket. He had this...
look on his face...
And then he did a little B&E, and the girl was there again. She looked nervous, something went "whoosh" in the dark, and suddenly she picked up a vase and broke it over the guy's head. And he said, "Ouch."
I was hooked.
The blonde reporter was spunky, the cameraman was believable, the M.E. was cool, the rich vampire best friend was--

and he took that beautiful girl's wrist and just...
crunch... and she made a face like she was...

well,
you know...
There was this amazing dialogue... some weird new term--did he call them "freshies"?!?

Oh my gosh! The homes that those vamps lived in were... well,
spectacular is the word that comes to mind... there were aerial shots of LA landscapes that made my city look like somewhere magical and wonderful... and a story that really caught my attention.
And after all the excitement was over, the vampire guy was watching the reporter sleeping off the drug she'd been given, and he had such tenderness in his eyes. And when she woke up, all she wanted was reassurance. So he let her hug him... and it was like watching a glacier melt. He was so stiff... and slowly, slowly, he tightened his arms around her, put his head down, and touched his nose to her shoulder. It was like she was a stove, warming him... bringing him to life. And he had this heartbreaking voiceover: "Sixty years is a long time to deny yourself the touch of another. But you do it because you just can't bear the thought of seeing yourself as a monster in someone else's eyes."
I was
seriously intrigued by this show.
Yeah, there were some pretty obvious flaws: the cheesy special effects, Beth's accent being all over the place, the kinda clunky writing. Yeah, I saw (and heard) all that.
But it didn't matter to me. There was just something about that episode that really piqued my interest.
Then, in Episode 2, a hurt and vulnerable Mick told Beth he was a vampire.

And in Episode 3, she came back, determined to learn more about him and his kind.

Then in Episode 4, he bit her!!
Then she took Black Crystal, and the high was
them. (Boy howdy, was it.)
And then Coraline showed up, and everything got even more difficult, dangerous, and complicated.
And Josef revealed that he wasn't just a slick, snarky rich guy...
And Josh died...
And Mick became human again, for a precious week...
And Coraline sacrificed herself for Mick, despite the fact that she knew he wouldn't go away with her...
And Mick asked his friend and brother to turn him back, so he could save "my Beth"...
And Mick walked on the sunny side for a while, till he found out that the glare of camera flashes is even worse than that of the sun...
And we learned more about Mick's past, and what kind of man he was, way back when...
And then, he said "Because I love you," and it was
over.
But no, it
wasn't over. Not for us. Even though the show was canceled, we went to the Moonlight Con and met each other, and some of the writers. We shared knowledge and swapped stories. We banded together, for good or bad, and fought like mad to save the show. We wrote stories and letters and poems and episode analyses and snarks. We made movies and banners. We had the Gala in Chicago, and met Jason, Brian, and Jordan. (And more of one another!) We went to BBM in England and made even more happy memories.
It wasn't all good, though. There was controversy and cheating and anger. We saw our once-happy home turn into an ugly, angry place filled with spite and uproar, and we moved. And moved again. But we struggled on together, because we have this amazing bond that is so much more than just a TV show. We've lost some wonderful friends along the way... people I miss dreadfully. But we're still a community. A home.
Maybe part of what makes me love this board so much is my experience of upset and controversy on other boards.... of horrible fights and meltdowns among Moonlight fandom. We've found a pretty comfortable haven here, and I love that I've been a part of giving our community an anchor in stormy seas.
In my dreams, I hope that some of our lost friends will remember us, and come back. But even if they don't, the contributions they've made to this home will be here. And their spirit will live on in the spirit of this family. In the stories we read, the art we look at, the insights we re-read and smile at.
Now I've gotten all schmaltzy. But to me--what this anniversary means, most of all, is that we are a true community. We help each other through the tough times and we celebrate the good times together. We're still creating, still discovering, and still enjoying one another's company after five long years. That's pretty freaking
awesome when you think about it.
